Confusion Turned in Confession

There is this moment when a mistake you forget for long comes itself to remind you.
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I never had the mean to make a mistake.
I never had the will to do anything... with you or to you.
I was far away. But I was ignorant.
I was STUPID... I still am... a bit! I love it that way. I don't want to change the way I pretend to be.
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So I don't confess.
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But I am not the man someone would like me to be. I am what I like to be.
And maybe someone somewhere would like may way of thinking. And I will wait for that someone almost for_ever.
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Actually I am like the most people... who feels irritated watching a same movie over and over again rather watch a different one and every single one.
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But I believe that there is that someone like the movie "Kaal Ho Na Ho" which pleased me even on last Sunday when I was watching it for the 19th time.